I was doing my bed that morning like other normal days. Folding my blanket and dusting off the pillow. And suddenly — a flat, cold feeling. No, not because of the weather. Not from anything visible. It was weird. If you’ve ever asked yourself — why do I feel emotionally numb — maybe you can…
Nothing happened. No sudden peace. No reassurance. Just silence. It was a December night in 2025. I picked up my phone and saw it was around 11 pm. The house was quiet. Too quiet for someone who had just finished praying. I remember sitting on the edge of my bed, covered in my shawl, palms…
Nothing is wrong. This is why it makes it more confusing. Life looks almost perfect on the outside. Work is moving. You have a daily routine – you wake up pretty early, chant, pray, read, walk, journal maybe, ticking of tasks from the list like a pro. From the outside, everything seems stable. Maybe even…
For months, this one liner haunted me — “It’s the same for me, even if you leave or stay…” I hung up the phone. In disbelief. But those words still ring… Still hurt… It was a brother, a close friend — or so I thought — who said it at the end of what started…
It’s something about few days back… a beautiful Sunday morning around 7 am. Just came back to my room from my daily walk. Did my routine mantra chanting and all of a sudden felt like praying. Gosh! It felt such a relief. Been a while since I could pray naturally. And always kept wondering, “why…
The confidence was slowly building with the second novel being accepted. A real publishing house. A royalty contract. Something I had worked toward for years — a dream for any writer… and it was finally, actually materialising. It was tough — doing so without any actual professional mentorship. But it felt like finally I was…
No, you are not wrong. Let’s be clear. You are not tired of patience. You are tired of being the steady one. The one who regulates. The one who understands. The one who doesn’t fluctuate. But stop here, and you miss something. Mirror the question again: I am tired of being patient. Am I wrong?…