For people who keep functioning — while quietly carrying something heavy inside.
The blog showing some signs of traction building. It’s anyway new… so probably that’s encouraging. And here I’m almost automatically questioning it… Is this real? Is this going to last? What is this going to cost me? I have had enough things arrive and leave that my nervous system has stopped trusting the arrival. And…
At that point, I felt sick of giving and giving… So many so-called close people leaving… relationships fading all of a sudden without any strong reasons. The only thing I could identify was perhaps they felt like I wasn’t giving enough reasons to stay… but that wasn’t true. Probably, I was just tired of pouring…
“Can we reschedule?” — goodness gracious… The text hadn’t even fully loaded, and I was already relieved. I noticed the WhatsApp from the notification window, and even before I could finish reading, I felt my stomach loosen. And trust me, it was I who had planned that meeting. I actually wanted to go. Then came…
